Anyways, about the title.I have actually learned a lot in 2012 in the area of relationships, not just friendships but boy/girl relationships.
And what I realized was that I'm not ready. I'm not ready until I find a guy who is strong. Not only in physical strength (duh), but in spiritual strength.
You see, if I find someone who is not strong, I won't have anyone to go to when I'm weak (aside from God). I want to be able to count on him to guide me, teach me, and protect me. I want him to be ahead and in the lead.
As a christian, I know the enemy pays special attention to me in hopes to bring me down. He would find every possible way to weaken my walls and torch my city. Because I carry a voice for God, he won't stop finding opportunities.
If I start a relationship with someone who does not have much of a strength, how can he defend me against the shooting arrows and the flying boulders that come my way? That's no prince charming, that's prince running.
I am not afraid to say that my kingdom has weak walls, and unknown underground passageways, but when I find someone, I want to be able to share the battles with him and vice versa.
Like an alliance between kingdoms to help one another in a time of war, you would not make an alliance with a weak kingdom would you? If you do, be prepared to fight harder because your backup would not be of much help. They would probably arrive late as well.
So, I have made up my mind. I am not ready until I find someone who is strong.
I won't sign an alliance until I have seen the army.